December 2009
29 posts
last year, this time. It was a new start, a renew...
if only you Know me.
Train rides home/bus rides home always give me time to think, but never enough. I felt that I’m back to square 1, trying to find a reason to go on. All the ‘I don’t know’s have been floating in my mind and occupying all the space I have left. If I can swear, I would - this last lap is the hardest and worst that I ever had. It’s something that no one can understand,...
i'm a words person.
He is - Javier.
Today; not the best of days. But you know, babies just have a way to make people smile naturally. No matter how bad everything seems, how lousy we feel, having them close just makes everything looks better - at least for that few seconds when they are in our arms.
Memories; they always have their way of entering our mind. No matter how hard we try to not think, it still...
One Tree Hill - "I love you Lucas, and I probably...
Brooke: Listen, I know it's been difficult for you lately, losing Keith and your heart condition and giving up basketball. I feel like I've been keeping you close to me to try to protect you from those things. Like I'm hanging onto the two of us for you, but not for me.
Lucas: I'm sorry I kissed Peyton. I should have told you.
Brooke: It's not about that Luke. It's not, I mean I thought that it was, but this is not about her. This is about me. I love you Lucas, and I probably always will, but we go days without having a meaningful conversation. And I used to miss you so much when that happened but it never seemed like you missed me. And I guess because of it I stopped missing you. I mean look at today, there was a horrible accident and you haven't even called me...it shouldn't be like this, Luke. I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore.
Lucas: Brooke, I'm sorry.
“So here’s the deal: with me, it’s all or nothing....
Visit the yongling few years back.
Http://sheepofchrist.livejournal.com
Reading about my past really makes me speechless.
hear you say.
Was reading through my old blog and all the past entries.. and the past emails. I realize how much has change, how much I have change, times has change, situations has change, people has change. It just have to.
Someone once said this: “..i’ve come to realise that you really can’t make someone say those things, they come naturally.”
And I find it very true, and real....
because of you - I realized how much stronger I...
“It ain’t about the big things in life, it’s about the small things...”
“Someday you will know why I wasn’t meant for you.”
Love the right person or at least love the person...
(via jayalzacee)
last Christmas.
The same love every year - my candy house.
I remember my joy in seeing the candy house at starbucks@raffles city shopping mall last Christmas. ‘IS THIS REAL?’ - I asked the cashier with the super shock and amazed expression. ;)
“The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don’t be trying all the time to fix...”
– Chuck Palahniuk; Invisible Monsters
I remember the time you told me about when you...
More than these - thoughts.
Okay, now that I’m here, I don’t know where to start. There’s been so much thoughts running in my mind yesterday, last night. So many things to think about, to iron out and to reflect upon.
I don’t know what makes me lose trust, but I’m pretty sure I did. Since young, I always want an absolute answer for everything even though I know that, not all things can have an...
November 2009
54 posts
